Shifted~ and I'm so gonna miss the sofa..

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sometimes...

like now..
I just feel that I'm the shittiest teacher around.

The main intention of maintaining a blog is to just blabber how i'm feeling, it is a rubbish bin for my feelings..

You know...Some things are too minute to go around smsing everybardy about..

Some huge issues were blurted out because at that point in time, I need an avenue to voice out because probably whoever I wanna talk to can't be communicated thru directly...

and....

Like I've mention for numerous times.. If u have access, you are probably someone close... a Pri sch, sec sch, poly or NIE friend... Because I have set it in such a way that u won't quite be able to search thru any search engines..

Ok..the thing is...I think gossips are inevitable and I always wanna stand firm on the belief that Wenda used to always preach... (I wanna credit him becos that is like one of the best takeaways of that relationship :p) U can bitch all you want, at the end of the day, the truth will resurface..

Although yes.. sometimes.... It might take years..

So ya.. My point is.. You CAN bitch.. I TRY my best not to give a damn.... Since it was my choice to post it up in the www....

The thing is... This blog wasn't meant to hurt, to irritate, to make everything else worse..

But after chatting with Mr Bestie, I think things have gotten out of hand a few times and I was being kept mum about... Until today..

As friends, I really know and truly appreciate good intentions, but before delivering those good intentions, can our feelings be thought through?

I was fuming when I heard the things that were done..

We aren't little kids anymore....... I really really know the intentions were good but the actions were really uncalled for......

I can't imagine how would I have taken it if I was there and thank god I wasn't.

Truly, if it could work... it would have worked.

Really.. if it was meant to be........ it eventually will be.

Similarly, if it wasnt, even if you tie us, cuff us or whatever you are gonna do, just wouldn't bring us back together.

So ya.. you get the drift?

I am currently happy being free from heartache(self-imposed or not) for a long time, although I must admit, the boredom irks me to no end but ya.. I'm truly happy

and from the email + last time I met him, the radiating smile and everything else gives me the positive vibes that he is well and good and happy with the life he is leading.

So all the GOOD intentions should just come to a HALT.

Ever since so darn long ago, I have already set up another blog when I could lock specific posts..

but I had no time to get in go into full swing yet.

and cos that server doesnt allow my current template to go along..

so I'm rather reluctant..

But.. i'm going to shift soon..now that I know it had bring about such torment....

so till then till then..

Weekends are too shortttt

but seriously..
if there was a longer weekeed,
it would also be used to do work.
so many things to complete..

especially this week...
it is siao-ness.
siao siao siao.

no time to play.
I need more 'say really' sessions to be sane.

Randoms...


Darn big patch of orh-cheh cos I banged into the blardy bus stop bench. It is fuglyyyy..

When will i stop being clumsy? Haha.. Never?






Pardon the corkeye face.Finally got my bootsy shoes from Nike, but would I have the courage to don it? Hahaha..
How many daggers is it worth?

Damn implusive lately.
Just like now.

A last random tot..

Pleasure with pain?
Or
Happiness with lonliness?

Hmmmm...

the literally pain-in-the-ass problem is back
like welcome mannnnnnnnnnnn
the doctor did said it will resurface again .. but... too soooooooonnnnnn?
can you just blardy dissappear and come back in June or December?


s.u.r.g.e.r.y. is a scary word.
:(

Sporty Xian

Just came back from a netball game..
and I can't believe I'm going for a tournament this Saturday!!
Yikes Yikes Yikes!!

I really had fun tonight..playing with mixed bunch of nice peeps...although guys included, they were nice gentle giants.. :D
TC was saying on Sat, the ladies there will be much more garang and I'm scared already!!

Anywaysss...It was great to jump around.. it feels great! Jen was even saying we're gonna make it a ritual. Cant wait...but would we have the time? hmm...

Wish me luck no matter what ya..
I needs lots of that so as not to look like a bimb on Sat :p

and a mental note to shave armpits!
:x teeheehee~